.heart stories.

.You. remember that childhood past time of trying to find that pesky little Waldo right? .Well...for me...here in Nica...life is sometimes like that. Be it me personally feeling like I don't know where I am or be it me forgetting where I put my keys or water bottle. It has ranged from me feeling a little lost in where I stand in my relationship with God or where my thinking is going...good or bad. What I mean by being a little lost in where I stand with my relationship with God is simply a question I ask myself regularly.."am I following Him or what other people tell me about Him?" I can recognize quickly where I am based on how "soft" I feel or don't feel. For those of you who know me well you will know exactly  what I mean by that. Haha. For those of you who don't know me quiet so well...here's my two stages of fellowship with God: soft and hard. I don't really have any good middle ground there..but for me that's ok. .My. consta

.I. have nothing to say that would or could express my thankfulness to God appropriately. .Today. at church I was overcome with my thankfulness towards him and just how unappreciative at times I can be. How I go on living and forget how kind and full of wonder he is. .He. is the essence of amazing. .Worship. .When. I think about just how incredibly amazing he is I am drawn to him...drawn to worship him more. You revive me You revive me Lord And all my deserts are rivers of joy You are the treasure I could not afford So I'll spend myself till I'm empty and poor All for You You revive me Lord Lord I have seen Your goodness And I know the way You are Give me eyes to see You in the dark And Your face shines a glory That i only know in part And there is still a longing   A longing in my heart My soul is thirsty Only You can satisfy You are the well that never will run dry And i'll praise You for the blessing For calling me Your friend And in Your name I'